F*ck Ups or Flashes of Inspiration?

For some more than others, life can be disruptive. We have our plans- sometimes loose to allow the space for this or something better. Other times plans are intricately detailed, with the sensory experiences woven in, just to make the manifestation that little bit more concrete- you know?

We’ve done the goal setting, the vision boards- becoming the person who needs to be able to live the vision of the vision board. But Life, she has something different in mind. It’s not a shade lighter or darker than your vision, neither is this difference as subtle as a lower or higher tone in the visual noise of the vision.

No. She has something so different in mind, your mind screams at the abomination of disruption Life's whispers of the next unplanned endeavours will bring.

Something I’ve noticed is, Life is even more disruptive for those here to be disruptors.

What’s a disruptor you ask?

You may have already heard her being described as someone who upsets the status quo. Who interrupts the thought processes and patterns of behaviours we’ve had on autopilot in the backgrounds of our lives. She deviates from societal, cultural and familial norms making her the black sheep or the awkward one.

But sometimes a disruptor isn’t always loud and obvious. It’s not necessarily in her choice of words, what she wears or what she does. It’s in the transmission of the energy she emits in her presence. Our animal body feels the frequency of the message she is energetically conveying and it disrupts our emotional, psychological and energetic field. 

This disruption becomes an opening.

Disruptors open hearts to other possibilities and other paradigms to play in.

Because of this, they might at times- but don’t always, feel good or ‘high vibe’ to be around. Instead, they evoke a sense of discomfort, possibly even fear, since their energy whispers the potential of change. With change comes the dismantling of thoughts, beliefs, habits, relationships and sense of identity.

Just like the disruptions of Life, disruptors aren’t always welcomed. Just as the disruptions of Life are labelled as 'fuck ups;' too often, so too are the disruptors. Yet both are flashes of inspiration if we allow them to be. Both free us from the monotonous mind prison of who we think we are and the limitations we have imposed on our lives.

We’ve had the audacity to shackle life with the restrictions of our ‘can’ts’, ‘shoulds’, ‘ifs’ and with the barriers of our plans and goals. So ofcourse her breaking free moment will be disruptively dramatic.

Aren’t the most inspirational monologues, films and songs, disruptive and a little bit fucked up? Shocking, triggering and penetrating you enough to move you to be inspired.

This is Life breathing life into your body, letting you know you’re still alive. 

A reminder that you’re not a corpse, you still have the capacity to feel deeply, intensely and with such vigorous power.

Disruptors will have Life's brutal disruptions occur frequently and often as Life's way of showing you how to strip the costume of disruption bare and know the inspiration which lives inside of her intimately. It is through knowing disruption deeply that you get to welcome and befriend your own inner disruptor. You begin to recognise her as an inspirational gift to the world, rather than reject her as a problem.

So many of us are unknowingly locked in the basement of our own fears disguised as routine and comfort- it is here we need disruption the most.

It is here where life will inject us with a flash of inspiration by disrupting our own internal status quo and in the process have us fuck up what adulting is supposed to look like on the external. This is life's way of daring us to no longer merely be alive but to LIVE. This is Divine Creativity at play disguised as disruptive chaos. The Divine pulse invites you to sync your pulse with the rhythm of Hers.