About Me

A Mother, Mystic & Musician obsessed with unhinged, erotic poetry and dark fantasy smut books. Married to songwriting, singing and moving my body to the gift that is music. A past life devoted to psychology, teaching students at University. A rebellious heart, playing with the Divine through my creative projects, re-writing what the adventure of Motherhood is inside the blessing of being a Woman in this lifetime.

Find my music, my book or book a reading with me over in this corner of the internet. Reach out for queries on creative projects & collaborations!

With Love,

Toni-Anne Butterworth-Myers xxx

Blogs/Articles

Trust Your Spiritual Gifts

Wrapped in chaos with a sweet bow of confusion on the top. Unwrapping our Spiritual gifts can feel like receiving a new set of pots and pans for Valentines Day, send them back! They might come wrapped up in chaos, with a sweet bow of confusion plopped on the top. An invitation attached to disrupt our ‘normal lives’ and walk the path less travelled, earning a few awkward silences in the places once filled with comfortable noise. They may even evoke that witch wound fear of being judged, ostracise

Grief & The Woman’s Life Cycle

"You will experience the triple Goddess — Maiden, Mother, and Crone. These phases are symbolic to, not just your own life, but life as a whole. Birth, life, and death. As women, it is important to understand you are the cycle.” Emma Mildon.

Throughout the last two years I have experienced tangible bereavement through the loss of relatives who have transitioned and relationships which have come to an end. I have also experienced grief through symbolic deaths of changing homes, geographical locations, and work. These experiences have re-triggered childhood wounds around grief and invited me me into deep moments of contemplation around the nature of grief and my relationship with it. This has illuminated for me the intimate relationship which Women have with birth, life and death. Just like the moon phases, the feminine cycles are built around the natural occurrence of beginnings, endings and the phases in between.